what do i want?
what do i want?
what do i wanna do?
what should i do?
when? how? what for??
what what what???
would i ever get answers for this issue i’m having??
i dont know.
i don’t even know what these tears are for….:(
they just come out of my eyes all in a sudden….
out of nowhere…
how can i solve the issue when i don’t even know why i’m crying.
does this mean that i still need more time?
for what? to do what?
time often solves problems but not all the time.
i also need to do something rather than just waiting for time to solve them.
but i don’t know what i really want.
i don’t know what would be good for me or for us.
i thought i was stronger than this… but i guess i was wrong.
i am pretty weak.
i knew i tend to feel lonely when i’m not with someone, someone particular.
but this time it’s really hitting me…:( don’t know why. maybe cuz i’m getting older?
i think now there are so many unclear things ahead of me… so i feel insecure about lots of stuff. i’ve been shaken by various things.
is it one of those challenging times?
maybe
maybe not
but only sure thing is that i’ve been feeling lonely… more than ever…
feel like traveling different countries
cuz that would be something different from daily life, exciting, fun, … etc.
that will probably ease my feelings
wanna escape from regular life for now… for a while…
